Ya know, I love it...just love it when I start out having an awesome day and just like THAT it changes. It could always get worse, ya know Murphy's Law "Whatever can go wrong, will go wrong". Today is also not a good day for reflection, but rather for....oh I don't know, something else!
So, today started out beautiful, sun shining, 50 degrees. Just beautiful in every way. Payday was today (wouldn't ya know) and I had decided earlier in the week that I was going to treat myself (after bills were all said and done) to some winter wardrobe additions. So, I get on Amaon (yes, yes that pesky key is still broken, what really sucks is I can't even tell you what key it is, you just have to figure it out Muahahaha) to place my order. So, I get my additions all totaling 85 dollars (this, mind you, was for two sweaters, two pairs of leg warmers, a dress, a tank top, and two pairs of leggings) I didn't pay over 15 dollars for any one item (ladies, you're with me on this....how easy is it to spend 85 dollars on ONE item?...I think I did pretty well in getting EIGHT items). I text my hubs (cause the account is in his name, and the credit card used is his, I was going to just give him the money back later in the day) Apparently, he didn't remember the conversation we had had the night before when I told him what I was going to do. I get a text that says "Call me at work please" Oh Lorday- Here we go!! So I call and even though he says he's not mad, I know he is. I tell him I'll change the payment to come directly out of my account if it's the money that's the problem. I tell him I'll cancel the whole order if it's something else. "Oh no" he says, "Don't cancel it, just change the payment options and next time tell me before you order something" :O Are you serious?! I DID tell him, I talked to him about it the night before so that he would be aware and know what to expect when the money came out. It's not my issue that he wasn't paying attention. Plus, I texted him as soon as I ordered so it's not like I waited for him to get the e-mail confirmation, or waited until it showed up on his account. Suffice it to say, I'm a little butthurt. I'm a little butthurt that my husband wasn't paying attention to what I said, I'm a little butthurt that he chose to make a big deal out of something small. It's definitely not the money, we live comfortably, I take it he was upset that he thought I was doing this all out of the blue. I feel kind of embarrassed....is that weird? And I feel awkward, like a child caught doing something bad. I feel kind of how I felt one Christmas. I was 4 years old and I was at my great-grandmothers house. There were piles of presents along the wall, and being 4, I was super excited. I grabbed one up and opened it. I know now that I shouldn't have done that but back then I was 4, I didn't know. I mean I guess I knew not to mess with things that weren't mine, but I didn't think about that, I was too excited! Anyway, when my mother saw me with the present (that was DEFINITELY intended for someone else) She screamed at me. I've always been sensitive in nature and usually take things to heart. I was so mortified, and disconcerted. I didn't mean to do anything wrong, I didn't know I was doing something bad. That's the exact way I feel today. Embarrassed and awkward. So much for my beautiful morning.
BTW:I know I shouldn't feel embarrassed but I do.
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